a Life's Story

Hey, I want to turn back the time. How much I feel like I want to want to rewind everything, back to it once was. But life is cruel, it only let me moves forward, not backwards and forward anytime I wanted it to be. Hey, I made a ton lot of mistakes I want to apologise. Mistakes that I feel were careless ones. Mistakes that haunt me forever, that keeps me thinking late at night about what will be if I didn't do it. What will be if I'm a perfect person... Hey, I'm living on. Trying my best not to think so much on the what will be. Trying so much to put myself right back on my feet after each and every mistakes. After each and every wrong I did to others, and myself.  I live on, obviously. Because the least I can do is to remember not to make the same mistake. And hey, how many of us think that some songs are related to life? :) TOKIO - advance  (translation) The past me is here right now asking What did you leave behind as you walked away? Ask yo...

Orang cakap manusia ni macam-macam perangai, macam-macam kerenah, macam-macam rupa. Barulah seronok. Kalau semua orang sama, nanti hidup tak adventure, katanya. Kalau semua orang sama, nanti tak ada guna kenal dengan ramai orang. Tak ada guna melawat negara orang, tinggal di sana, sebab semua orang sama. Kan? Tapi sebenarnya, dari kita kecil lagi, kita tahu manusia tak ada yang sama. Kita tahu kita tak suka orang ni, kita suka dengan orang tu. Dari kita kecil lagi, kita boleh rasa yang orang tu pelik, orang ni baik. Kita tahu, cuma kita tak sedar. Bila dah besar sedikit, kita selalu mengeluh; apalah masalah budak tu, pelik sangat. Kenapalah budak tu menyakitkan hati, kenapa itu, kenapa ini. Itu baru cerita masa zaman sekolah, zaman baru nak kenal dunia, nak cipta identiti sendiri. Konflik datang dari semua tempat, semua arah. Keluarga nak kita jadi macam ni, kawan-kawan kata hidup macam tu lagi seronok. Nak kata kita pada masa remaja tak pandai fikir, tipulah. Tapi remaja, mud...