Dua, tiga hari lepas, kat Twitter heboh orang kutuk budak masscomm. Macam-macam provoke aku jumpa, orang butthurt, orang tak kisah, orang yang pujuk orang butthurt cakap "masscomm awesome", macam-macam lagila. Orang lain maybe tak peduli pun pasal benda ni, tapi yela, kalau dah kena kutuk, mestilah nak bela diri sendiri balik, kan? Ijazah Sarjana Muda Komunikasi dan Pengajian Media dengan Kepujian (Kewartawanan). Tu course aku. Aku tak cakap aku budak masscomm dah, aku cakap aku budak Journalism. Sebab apa? Sebab fundamental masscomm dah belajar masa diploma. Masa diploma, yup, aku budak masscomm. (Sekarang pun masscomm, tapi dah ada major). Sebagai budak yang dulunya suka Fizik dan bercita-cita nak sambung belajar Fizik dan kerja dalam bidang Fizik (astronomi ye, tapi kata orang macam far-fetched sangat), aku boleh nampak beza susah senang Fizik (atau subjek Sains in general la) dengan masscomm ni. Memang betul pun belajar masscomm ni senang je, tak macam belaja...
so now, i'm getting seriously bored, as hell. i got nothing to do except sleep, eat, or surf the net. surfing the net is fun, but it's making me weary.... i got nothing to look forward; not until the third week of june. or maybe my dad will let go for the driving test, that would be awesome. but he didn't say anything for now. oh yeah, i'm currently trying my hands on writing lyrics (i don't play instrument, though. that's a pity) and i tried to make it rhyme. if this keeps up for another couple of weeks, i may even lose my ability to finish my stories. yet writing stories is the easiest thing for me. don't ask me about going out, i don't hang around without nothing to do, and most of my friends don't like it, so that's out. looks like i'm going to be real stuff up when i got into university....
Sebab lebih banyak susah daripada senang, aku risau satu hari nanti bila kita toleh ke belakang, dan terdetik, "semua ini tidak berbaloi." Ya, aku risau. Bukan pada aku tidak berbaloi, pada kau. Mampukah kau untuk terus optimis, pandang ke hadapan dan berkata, "semua ini ibarat angan-angan jadi kenyataan?" P/s Emo. Over gila nak emo start daripada benda paling kecil.
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