a Life's Story

Ops, sorry, that may cause some stir. Let's rephrase: Kpop Invasion *sarcasm* I'm disappointed. Really disappointed. I know, there are a lot more people that loves Kpop/ K-dramas (erm, Jpop/ J-dramas lovers are a lot more actually, but we are all geeks, so we met through out the net LOL) And if I'm one of the Kpop fans, I may not complain, but who knows, I'm a practical person, I might complain about this anyway. Now, who loves Animax? I do, before. Why? Because I love animes, simple. But not anymore. I hate Animax, to the max (bad pun, sorry) Aren't Animax supposed to be an anime channel ? Since when that channel, turned into K-dramas channel? I thought Astro got KBS World? Most anime lovers (really loves anime, not just claiming anime is the best thing to watch ever) are guys, and guys don't flail over Kpop artist the way most girls do. So why, do an anime channel is overflowing with Kpop stuff? There are even things like Ani-mates, who promote their blogs

Okay, I was trying very hard to remember that word in English, because I only have the Japanese：反省、pronounce as hansei. Being multilingual can sometimes be annoying -__-'' Okay, that was unrelated, really. It's really late, around 2.30am, but I still couldn't sleep. Tomorrow I have to get ready, as I'm moving, and the ferry will be on 1.30pm. But usually this late at night, if I couldn't sleep, I like to think, (which makes it harder to fall asleep ^^;;) thinking about anything. And if I can find enough points, I'll write it down and so here I am. Like the title said, reflection. Suddenly I feel like reflecting the past. I've done wrong, mistakes, gain a small success, and sometimes there's nothing at all that it feels weird to say that I'm living. School time, I made mistake. In interpersonal relationships, but in studies, well, nothing could distract me. There's once during exam that I was really down, so down but I managed to be place fo

I can't see it. Nobody can predict it. It's the future, yet we are anticipating it. Working every second of present for the sake of future. To some, the future is predictable, yet not exact. To others, the future is a blank, unfathomable. As to me, I have a plan for my future. But since I don't know much about it, it feels a little like groping in the darkness. You know you're looking for the switch, but it's so dark that you lost your direction. Now that's something. I know I love metaphors, but this... Right now I've told everyone I wanted to be a journalist, a writer that channels her thoughts on everything that caught her eye. Of course, in a way, I'm already one. I have this blog, and LJ and Twitter as well. Officially, I'm a writer that writes on anything I'm interested in. But I wanted more from this. I wanted to make this my job, gaining money to support my life, with my writing. I don't know how much prospects that I have, but I simp

I've deleted all previous posts that contain any subbed videos that I've done. In the past, I've created this blog so if I wanted to post something unrelated to my obsession of Japanese stuff, but I fail terribly. That is because I seldom write things other than personal ramblings. So if you're here, you will only see some articles that I write, maybe occasionally rants about daily life as well (usually I do this in LJ) If you're looking for those random Japanese PVs that I subbed, go here . And if you are here for my articles, use it however you like, but remember, it's mine, I wrote them all myself, so you should know to whom the credit must be given. And oh, it would be nice if you tell me first about using the things I've write~ ^^ Translation: Do whatever you like with my articles, but remember to credit me for it

Criticism. To some, it spells hatred. Enemy. To me? The truth, layered with uncivilised tongue talk. Most people are too furious upon listening this, that they didn't stop and try to ponder the words hidden behind the criticism thrown. That they didn't realise, the reason criticism existed is because there is flaw in ourselves. Okay, I'm not trying to be modest by saying that I think about this when I'm mad, but at least when I calmed myself, I can think of pretty much everything; including the impossible stuff. It's amazing, if you manage to rid yourself of early accusations, and let your brain to think carefully and rightfully. The world seems to be a lot brighter, too. But there are times, criticisms shouldn't be taken for granted. In time where the person who is criticising you is angry, or frustrated with you, most of the words that they speak are often exaggerated. Which means, they don't really mean it, OR they've been keeping it from you all of

I know, this world is not perfect. I know, there's no one in it that can be considered perfect. No matter what people said, "This people is wealthy, and he's kind too, the kind that you would call perfect" My reaction? Laughing sourly so as no to hurt the person's feeling on that opinion. Let's face it, how many can be really good, without any ill attention at heart? None, I'd say. I'm not saying that everyone is bad, hey, I'm a human too, remember? but perfect is just not the right word. There's no such thing as a perfect being, I'm pretty sure of that. But we tend to be wanting the perfect things, a perfect companion. Why asked about this things when you're not perfect yourself? But I guess, we're having these demands because we're not perfect, and we wanted someone to complete it, to make it perfect.  And in the end, nobody's perfect, and no man is an island ^^