a Life's Story

people has always been quoting other people's differences. but isn't that what the kids always do? i'm telling you, not only kids do this kind of thing nowadays, even adults do it all the time. i can forgive the kids but adults? i always hear old keep saying things like when you grow you'll gain more experience, learn a lot of things to mature our thoughts and acts. but how many adults did this? i can see it, when kids grow up, they simple gain more years, not maturity in thoughts. how many adults today have really grow up? how many of them have mature thoughts? i'm stating when i'm in between. after being 18 for few months. to me, adults doesn't mean you're reaching a certain age, but rather able to think further. able to distinguish right and wrong, to follow the right and helped the wrong. the world has gone sick, isn't it?

I wish, I can climb the mountain high I wish, I can reach the blue sky I wish, I can touch the distant stars Yes, I want to embrace the shining sun If only I can fly Sure I can be there Wherever I wanted to be I just need learn how How to spread my wings wide Can someone tell me how to fly? Will someone teach me how to fly? I’ve been looking I’ve been searching But I can’t seem to find it Maybe I was looking at the wrong place Maybe I was going to the wrong way But if I do And I really do I can always turn back And find the right way So one day I can fly Up and high to the sky To reach my dreams Now, it's in my hands [i wrote this few days ago because of boredom... that's all i can manage]

so now, i'm getting seriously bored, as hell. i got nothing to do except sleep, eat, or surf the net. surfing the net is fun, but it's making me weary.... i got nothing to look forward; not until the third week of june. or maybe my dad will let go for the driving test, that would be awesome. but he didn't say anything for now. oh yeah, i'm currently trying my hands on writing lyrics (i don't play instrument, though. that's a pity) and i tried to make it rhyme. if this keeps up for another couple of weeks, i may even lose my ability to finish my stories. yet writing stories is the easiest thing for me. don't ask me about going out, i don't hang around without nothing to do, and most of my friends don't like it, so that's out. looks like i'm going to be real stuff up when i got into university....