a Life's Story

My back hurts terribly... I've spending all day sittting in front of my laptop. And I think I took less than two hours away from it since I woke up. And I woke up super early today so that's like... over 8 hours? maybe even more than 10 I think I'm breaking the record of even the most geeky person on earth. I need to sleep early, but I feel like posting so here I am. I'm feeling a bit sleepy, that's good. But I don't why when I'm lying on the bed I felt wide awake. So much of having trouble sleeping. And I don't feel like doing any subbing work either. Today all I did was hunting down some apps but to no avail I'll search tomorrow, after I'm back from my driving lesson. Wish me luck

I'll do whatever I want, No matter what it takes, With no change of heart Because I have to believe in myself, That I'm capable of doing it Proccuring whatever dreams I have, Sealing my fate with my own doing, Needless of any other interference I'll live, I'll move on, Until it is time to stop

Is it hard not to make the same mistake again? Does it take a lifetime to figure out a reason to live, a reason that we were born? Can you considered it as living if you're doing it just to fulfill other people's expectations? Is it so hard to keep on living as you face a lot of obstacles in your path? Why were you born to face all these? LOL. I'm nowhere near depressed. Though honestly, like seriously, I usually wrote/ think about this kind of things when I'm stressed. ^_^ Recently, I saw something that makes me think about how wonderful it is to be born. Again?! Yes, again. Because a lot of people seems to be searching for it, yet more people don't even give this kind of thing a single thought and just live their life simply that way. I'm saying that living with a purpose is better even if you have to sacrifice a lot of things for it. Why? Because I don't want to be an empty shell, soul-less person who did everything like a robot. I believe tha