a Life's Story

Do not regret your past, do not fear your future. What if, I didn't do it?  What if, I didn't say it? What if, I choose to be another person? What if, I take another route? What ifs.....  By making mistakes, you learn. By being hurt, you learn how to be strong. By trusting others, you learn that you're not alone. By smiling and laughing like it's okay when it's not, you learn that there's someone who cares, who wants to see your real laugh and smile. Why should you be afraid of the future when you made a mistake? Wise people learn from the mistakes they have made and make themselves better. We are humans, we are not perfect; we can only learn to make ourselves better. Why do you think that people keep making mistakes? It's one way to learn. It may be harsh, but life lessons are something that should accompany you for the rest of your life. Never fret over something that it yet to come, just be prepared for the best and the worst. B

I missed home. I missed all the mess in my room, I missed the cosy corner where I sat all day in front of my laptop. I missed my bed where I sleep on only when it's light, and get up when the sun is already high in the sky. And everything that I have to worry about are so trivial. Getting into a silly fight with dad, mum's nagging about me not doing even my own dishes, about too lazy doing the laundry, getting scolded by my dad for being so harsh on my little brothers.... I missed home. I wish I can go back anytime I want. Why do they have to live so far away....