a Life's Story

Sebab lebih banyak susah daripada senang, aku risau satu hari nanti bila kita toleh ke belakang, dan terdetik, "semua ini tidak berbaloi." Ya, aku risau. Bukan pada aku tidak berbaloi, pada kau. Mampukah kau untuk terus optimis, pandang ke hadapan dan berkata, "semua ini ibarat angan-angan jadi kenyataan?" P/s Emo. Over gila nak emo start daripada benda paling kecil.

While it may sound too early, or too alien to someone like me, yes, I meant that as getting attached to another, not in the sense of doing something. Honestly, I'm a little too late in updating. A part of me is tired of work, another is still feeling faraway, because I still remember telling everyone about not getting attached (married, ehem) to anyone. Everyone around me is so excited that I'm confused as to why am I not getting any feelings out of this. And even after almost two weeks since the day, (when I say late, I mean that late,) I'm starting to get annoyed by the people that were joking about the fact that I'm engaged. No offense to dearest to-be, but really, we're not officially together, we're just letting our families know that we are going to get together anytime soon, which is not a guarantee of the future. Okay, that sounds like I really don't want to get engaged. Seriously, it doesn't matter. I'm not the kind of girl who dre